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Fernando Lindez - Interview

Fernando Lindez - Interview

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Fernando Lindez
Coming of Age


written Chidozie Obasi

Fernando Lindez is a bona fide heartthrob: He’s the kind of person who doesn’t wake up in a bad mood, and when he picks up the Zoom call to speak to me, he’s already in good spirits, laughing charismatically between sips of water.

 

Throughout our conversation, Lindez strikes as someone who is both insightful and honest, whether we’re discussing his wildest dreams - having been an aficionado of the movie industry for years, he believes in the power of community culture as a weapon of growth - or the challenges of being in the public eye from a young age. “I honestly never liked being in front of a camera and actually hated it!” He exclaims, cheerfully, radiating emotion as you’d expect from a man whose career basks in the limelight from iconic appearances in the world’s leading runways to iconic series such as Elite. He isn’t all sunshine and light though: Lindez revealed some of his most challenging experiences, but it was his own insecurities that helped him find common ground in life and in the characters he played. Wielding a coming of age cast, including the likes of Mirela Balic, Ivan Mendes and Nadia Al Saidi, his role in Elite has been making serious waves. From his initial career dabs, and living up to popular expectations, to mental health – we dug deep.

 

FERNANDO LINDEZ wearing
total look VERSACE

 
LE MILE TRANCE Cover Model Actor Fernando Lindez Paolo Barretta

LE MILE Magazine
TRANCE Issue, No. 36 Cover Fernando Lindez
wearing MOSCHINO

 
 
 

“I honestly never liked being in front of a camera and actually hated it! But now that I've seen all the videos or the episodes, it's funny to remember everything that I did in that project.”

Fernando Lindez speaks with Chidozie Obasi
LE MILE Magazine TRANCE, Nr. 36

 
 

Chidozie Obasi
With everything that has happened over the years, have these times of uncertainty affected your identity in a way?
Fernando Lindez
I think this period was a great one for me, particularly because I had the chance to be involved in projects where I learned a lot from my partners, from the directors I met and the people I had the chance to work with. I think it affected me in a positive way and made me grow as a professional, particularly as an actor. Obviously the pandemic crisis badly affected the film industry and the fashion sector too, but I feel like it's slowly getting better.

How did you get into fashion?
It was all pure casualty! I honestly never liked being in front of a camera and I actually hated it. But it all started around 2016 or 2017, with no social media. I remember a friend of mine posted a photo with me on Instagram and an agent from Uno Models here in Spain saw that picture, and then he reached out to my friend.


What was your wildest dream as a kid?

When you're a kid, it's difficult to have only one: I wanted to be a lot of things. I wanted to travel all over the world to record and talk about nature. And of course, the thing about acting was surely more in my mind than modeling when I was younger. I really liked movies, and became passionate about the film industry from early on. So I always thought about becoming a great actor.

Would you say that your Spanish upbringing has influenced you in your career in a way?
No, I don't think so. I move by my personality, what I learn from the people I’ve met, from the things I experience in life and work.
Obviously, I know where I come from and I really appreciate my culture: It’s one of the best in the world for me. But I'm always open to listening to other cultures, to learn from other people and I don't think I'm attached to just being Spanish I always like to grasp aspects from other realities: I think it's good to open your mind in that way.

 

total look VALENTINO

 

top CELINE

 
 

team credits
seen PAOLO BARRETTA
fashion director CHIDOZIE OBASI
style editor DENNIS CAPPABIANCA
grooming ANNA PELLEGRINI
light assistant LORENZO OGLIALORO

 
 

“I think that when you are in a bad position and when you are feeling bad, you just have to say it. And you have to know when to stop.”

Fernando Lindez speaks with Chidozie Obasi
LE MILE Magazine TRANCE, Nr. 36

 
 
LE MILE Magazine Fernando Lindez TRANCE Paolo Barretta blazer and tie MOSCHINO trousers VALENTINO

blazer + tie MOSCHINO
trousers VALENTINO

 

Starting from fashion, you've also transitioned into the film industry with various roles. So how did it all begin?
So it all started at the same time, both modeling and acting. I remember when I started in fashion, they also called me for an audition for a TV Show. I didn't even have a lot of experience into the acting industry. But now that I've seen all the videos or the episodes, it's funny to remember everything that I did in that project, which was my first one. And I only have happy memories about it. After that, I discovered I could act and I was able to do it. I wanted to learn more, so I got into acting in schools to learn more about this practice, and I'm still doing it. I think it's a profession where one is always learning.

And then what would you say that was your hardest role to ever take as an actor?
I think on Escándalo, which is a Spanish TV show. For me, it was very hard because it was my first big project as a main character. It was also a character who experienced a lot of difficulties during the story and with a really big internal problem. He had a lot of traumas from the past, so for me it was difficult to find the way this character was living with how he reacted to all the people he was having relations with during the show. It was my first time doing sex scenes too, a very hard pick for me. But, you know, it was great because I had the chance to work with Alexandra Jimenez, who is a really good actress here in Spain: she was very professional, a really good partner.

 

And then in terms of the outside pool of people, have you ever felt pressured to be anyone else that maybe you were not feeling quite close to in the film industry or in any roles that you took on as an actor?
Not yet, but I think as an actor, if I take a role or a character it's because I really want to do it and because I feel like I can be that person.

For example, in Elite, at the beginning, I was a bit afraid because I was playing a homosexual character. I’m not, so I wanted to hide that. However, I didn't want people to see a heterosexual guy playing as a gay actor, but I had Omar, which is a very close friend of mine, who was always supporting me and telling me how to move, how to speak, how to react to things in a way that I don't usually do. And that also helped me a lot. But it was something that was extremely interesting to me. Of course, I put some things from my own, from Fernando to Joel (the character in Elite), but it's a mix of everything that pushed me further to grow.

Would you ever consider going into production or directing?
I mean, right now, I would say no. Because I'm focusing on my acting career and I feel like I have so many things to learn, so many things to improve. I like the job as a director more than a producer. But I will see in the future. For the moment, what I want to put my focus on is acting.

How do you feel projects like Elite have developed you as an actor or just as a creative in general?
It's been almost one year and a half of filming: we filmed two seasons, and especially in the last one, my character had a lot of weight. For me, it was more difficult than the one we filmed before. And now that it’s been produced, I can say it was a big challenge for me because I did things that I never did before. I learned a lot from that and from my partners. It was a really, really good experience for me, which I’m grateful for.

What would you say is the biggest thing that you've learned from this experience?
Compañerismo! Being together. We were a big group of actors and actresses. So yeah, I would say working on a team. The power of collaboration and of being together, and also crafting a good relationship with your partner for me, it was the most important thing because we were always helping each other. And as an actor, I think it's very important to be always open to help others. Because if you help others, they will help you.

 
 
LE MILE Magazine Fernando Lindez TRANCE Paolo Barretta total look Hermes

total look HERMES

 
 

And what were the most difficult and challenging ones that you navigated when you were both in fashion and also now as an actor?
I had those complex moments. Especially, I remember, after the pandemic: a period where I really struggled with nutrition. I wasn’t in a good position, mentally. So I had to take a break to focus on myself, on my body, and on my mental health. I think that when you are in a bad position and when you are feeling bad, you just have to say it. And you have to know when to stop. You have to know your limits, and it's important to know yourself and to know where those limits are. Nowadays, I like to take care of my mental health: I go to therapy here in Madrid, teamed with sports. Together, these habits help to maintain a good mental and emotional balance.

Would you ever consider going into production or directing?
I mean, right now, I would say no. Because I'm focusing on my acting career and I feel like I have so many things to learn, so many things to improve. I like the job as a director more than a producer. But I will see in the future. For the moment, what I want to put my focus on is acting.

And in terms of social media and your image, you've become a mega star since Elite. How do you cope with the public, and how does bad and good criticism affect your mental health?
I always try to put limits on my social media, as I only have Instagram.
But, I'm also someone who doesn't like to show a lot of my intimate persona on those platforms. I feel a bit afraid, I have to be honest, of showing my life and talking to people on there. Because of the the public opinion which can demonise or categorize you in a bad way.

What is next for you?
I want to move to New York for a couple of months, I will see! don't know when I will move to that place, and I don't know when I want to leave. But yeah, I want to go there and, you know, continue modeling there in the States as well and grow as an actor and as a person.

 
 

Studio GdB - Interview

Studio GdB - Interview

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Studio GdB
Transforming Clay Tiles into Art


written Benjamin Schiffer

Tiles are rarely the first object you notice when entering a room. Not so with the designs of Studio GdB - the Dutch design studio makes clay tiles the absolute center of attention.

 

The two founders and former graphic designers Gilles de Brock and Jaap Giesen challenged the status quo within the tile industry after realising that their ideas could not be translated with any of the conventional methods out there. Consequently, the duo created their very own custom digital printer allowing for a computer-controlled application of liquid glazes. The results are vibrant, unique and customizable tiles in a range of uplifting colours and extraordinary patterns.

 
 
LE MILE Magazine Studio GdB Gilles de Brock and Jaap Giesen Interview Portrait

Studio GdB
Gilles de Brock + Jaap Giesen

 
LE MILE Magazine Studio GdB Gilles de Brock and Jaap Giesen Interview art tiles
 
 

“There was never really a particular reason or planning behind working with tiles. It was more or less the instant idea ´Let's make tiles´. Apparently, we both thought that this was a really good idea.”

Jaap Giesen speaks with Benjamin Schiffer
LE MILE Magazine ISSUE, Nr. 35

 
 

Benjamin Schiffer
Your backgrounds are similar, right? Tell us about how you both met.
Jaap Giesen
We met in graphic design school eight years ago and since then our friendship has matured.
After that we decided to do an internship in Antwerp together, we moved there together. Gilles decided to keep on studying in Den Haag, so I went to Rotterdam. Luckily, the two cities are not too far apart from each other, so we got to meet every weekend.

When did you develop your first interest in interior design?
JG
We are both trained graphic designers and I started to grow a great interest in vintage furniture design. Gilles was more interested in technology and building machines. Looking at it now, it is the perfect collaboration and we found a middle way bringing together contemporary designs and technology.
Gilles de Brock
There was never really a particular reason or planning behind working with tiles. It was more or less the instant idea ´Let's make tiles´. Apparently, we both thought that this was a really good idea.

…and you successfully found your niche in the market. Congratulations!
JG
All by accident though! It started as a blind passion. Once the business started developing, our fascination also grew and we became very dedicated.
GdB
During the process, we developed an entrepreneurial understanding. We were always self-employed before. You are not really a business owner then. If you want to sell a product it will have to entail certain qualities and all these qualities that we needed were just there. We could pretend that it was a super calculated move and that we are very business-savvy. If it did not work out, we´d probably still do it, but be broke. We were lucky that everything worked out.

JG: There were surely many obstacles that we needed to overcome. Tiles are very heavy, so the question arose on how we would ship them around the world without breaking. Luckily, we got to solve most problems. At the beginning we did not think everything through. Youtube tutorials definitely helped us a lot in the beginning! We did not really have people that had the level of expertise that we wished for. We still do not know much about ceramic glazes, everything is more or less a trial and error procedure that takes time.

When did you realise that conventional methods would not work for your ideas?
JG
When Gilles was working as a graphic designer for a client, he wanted to print some ceramic goods.
GdB
In an arts and crafts store we saw these beautiful glazed samples. We just thought that it would be enough to use those ceramic glazes, but it turned out to be much harder than we thought. We quickly found out that what we had in mind was not realisable with the conventional methods. That's when we had to come up with our own.

I could personally scroll through your Instagram feed forever. The number of colour and pattern combinations seems infinite. Which designs are particularly difficult or impossible to realise?
GdB
We definitely have tiles that are hard to produce, but we don´t put those on Instagram, because then everybody would ask for those. We have a set infrastructure of production, therefore experimenting within that system is not the easiest and not the most efficient. Certain things just do not work in it. This does not necessarily mean that they are objectively more complicated, they just do not fit into the regular production line. It also does not mean that they won't become available at a later point. For now, we want to keep things simple and organised.


Do you guys have a personal favourite colour/pattern combo?
GdB
It's so funny, it is always the designs that we put on Instagram that get the least response. Everybody just seems to like the same patterns. It's not like we don't like them, but it's comparable to listening to the same song over and over again.
JG
I personally love the classic striped patterns with the moody colours. Everybody seems to love the rain and the marble pattern. At this point we start curating some designs a bit more carefully, combining different tiles together.

I assume there are little to no marketing budgets at this point. How do you get your product out there?
JG
We indeed have no marketing budgets. The only thing we do is post things on Instagram. Maybe we will spend money on marketing in the future. For now, what comes in through this organic method, we are fully booked. We never needed to invest in proper marketing - this is an incredible luxury. As soon as we were ready to manufacture the tiles, we put them on Instagram and people started to immediately order them - it sounds almost too good to be true.

 
LE MILE Magazine Studio GdB Gilles de Brock and Jaap Giesen Interview art tiles work process

(c) John Tods

LE MILE Magazine Studio GdB Gilles de Brock and Jaap Giesen Interview art tiles
LE MILE Magazine Studio GdB Gilles de Brock and Jaap Giesen Interview art tiles
 
 

“In an arts and crafts store we saw these beautiful glazed samples. We quickly found out that what we had in mind was not realizable with the conventional methods. That's when we had to come up with our own.”

Gilles de Brock speaks with Benjamin Schiffer
LE MILE Magazine ISSUE, Nr. 35

 
 
LE MILE Magazine Studio GdB Gilles de Brock and Jaap Giesen Interview art tiles  atelier
 

Which artists or artistic epochs inspire you?
JG
Sean Scully! He is the best!
GdB
He makes nice paintings with interesting colour combinations.We are inspired by some of the Dutch designers who also have innovative ways of production. It is less their outcome, but rather their principle of creating machines to do what has not been done before.

I assume your bathrooms and kitchens are also tiled with your own designs. How do you decide which designs can move into your homes?
JG
I have to ask the wife! I prefer the more classic styles with a modern interpretation and more muted colours.
GdB
To be honest, I have a hard time choosing, even though my kitchen actually needs some tiles. It is scary to put tiles in my own house, I might grow too tired of them too quickly.

In what way do you consider your work approach typically Dutch?
JG
t´s very straightforward. If we decide on doing something, we are going to make it work and we are going to make it fast.

 

Let's talk about interior trends in general. What trend do you think we'll see everywhere next year?
JG
I think that things can be a bit more fun, less serious. Warmer and brighter colours could be a thing.

Where would you like to see your tiles?
GdB
At the very beginning we wanted to do tiles for metro tunnels and hotel lobbies. I guess that this is still the goal. Those metro stations in NYC seriously need renovation. What we also learned is that you can actually use tiles on the exterior of buildings such as facades.
JG
Yes, having tiles on a skyscraper would be amazing! Very high on our priority list.

What advice would you give to someone who is seeking to make a career from their creativity?
JG
Commit to one thing and keep on doing it very well!

 
LE MILE Magazine Studio GdB Gilles de Brock and Jaap Giesen Interview art tiles
 

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discover online www.studiogdb.nl

all images (c) Studio GdB

Andrea Falchi - Interview

Andrea Falchi - Interview

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Andrea Falchi
If a Painting Could Speak


written Chidozie Obasi

 

Amid romantic thrills and emotive feels, Andrea Falchi grabs five with LE MILE to unpack his craft: one drip at a time.

 
 

How do you blend poignancy with the sweet, subversive frequency of a paintbrush? That’s the self-commissioned pursuit that emerging artist Andrea Falchi very much intends. “My canvases are part of an emotively-charged process, which I feed every so often based on the inner depths of my soul,” he freely admits, with no signs of peacocking braggadocio on display. “Through my paintings, I urge to convey a vision of sorts—of someone (or at times, something) that fades into the abstract, but at the same time it’s a subject that becomes familiar with quite a concealed aura.”

Truth be told, Falchi is part of the young wave of tastemakers who create art to express and deepen one’s feelings, drifting away from the faddish trends that are part and parcel of the contemporary world, commonly fed with commercially-appetible sources to satisfy market needs. But there’s more to the story. “I love experimenting with a wealth of techniques and processes, just like I love toying around with my emotions while I paint,” he says, blithely.

artist Andrea Falchi wearing
pullover RAMAEL
pants PAUL SMITH

Andrea Falchi artist portrait LE MILE Magazine Davide Frandi total look JIL SANDER by Lucie and Luke Meier

artist Andrea Falchi wearing
total look JIL SANDER by Lucie and Luke Meier

 

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artist Andrea Falchi wearing
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pants PAUL SMITH

 

“Most of my current paintings comprise the usage of wax and watercolours, where I create a marriage of both materials to unleash a textural sense of layering to add depth, volume and a soft roughness I’d say.” But references, can one ever have enough? “On the palette front, there’s a lightness that is juxtaposed to the duskier hues that are present in a few canvases, bringing to the fore a pool of references inspired by a further contrast between levity and profoundness.”

Cognisant of the hard work he puts in, the emotion-laced paintings are no mean feat: there’s a huge dose of soulfulness poured into the equation, teamed with a strong necessity to section his work to add emphasis to specific parts of the body.

 
Andrea Falchi artist artwork LE MILE Magazine
Andrea Falchi artist artwork LE MILE Magazine

“That’s a very good point!” He exclaims, adding that “there’s a severe willingness to punctuate certain parts of the body more than others to achieve not only a great aftermath within the layering facade, but to add a great balance of the human’s senses.” In other words? A feast for the senses: one that creates a delightful medley, a soul-charged chaos, a poised concoction that brings forth the practice of mixed media in a brand new light. The usage of layering and the artist’s expertise in colour is brilliant, and the gamut of hues that are being taken into account have been the transportive element which, as he says, “have been the catalysts for the multifaceted vision I have of human beings, abstract subjects and their respective representations which I firstly envision, figure out and then paint accordingly.”

 
 

“My canvases are part of an emotively-charged process, which I feed every so often based on the inner depths of my soul.”

Andrea Falchi

 
 
 
Andrea Falchi artist artwork LE MILE Magazine
 

So here’s an idea for our current societal state. Stop co-opting propaganda that eulogises the arts but doesn’t physically invest in it, because young artists with big visions have the right to be acknowledged. In times of social unrest and political strife, minds like that of Falchi teach us so much about the power of creativity and its impact on one’s inner self. Because, as I’ve previously detailed, emotion counts. And such is the case for his practice: his thoughts are hardly compatible with most of his peers, which look to the dynamics of introspection as a way to reach full potential when creating art. That being said, there is a profound quality in looking at art created by young talents.

It’s hard to escape the common impression that this is a different process when rooted in practices where artists’ sensibilities are so normalised it does not demand a response – and where prejudice does not constantly invade their conceptual space. For Falchi, however, there is never a bad time to simply show heartfelt works of art, knowing that they speak for themselves. “I’m eager for my creative sensitivity to be something very personal, but with time I hope for it to gain a broader reach.” And just like Andrea, I very much hope the same.

 

credits
seen DAVIDE FRANDI
fashion director + stylist CHIDOZIE OBASI
video editor LUIGI BOATTO
artist ANDREA FALCHI

 Eda Phanlert Sriprom - Interview

Eda Phanlert Sriprom - Interview

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Eda Phanlert Sriprom
EDAVERSE


written Chidozie Obasi

With a bold, soulfully powerful gaze, Thailandese artist Eda Phanlert Sriprom entrances you with an artistic practice full of haunting underpinnings and spiritual layers, which are soulful and poignant in equal measure.

 
 

Hailing from Buddhist Thailand, Eda’s craft—influenced by a journey into self-discovery and desexualization—braces a potent dynamism by bringing forth a beyond-gender, spiritual approach that transcends all manner of social constructs: It’s a complete channelling of emotion that takes you through the twists and turns of her life, providing a beautifully cathartic experience. By diving deep into her history, the artist discovered details about the intellectual aspects of a garment: Replacing traditional textiles with discarded materials, reconstructing the silhouette yet preserving their original underlying philosophy, Eda challenges social norms by fashioning clothes with a wealth of identities.

 

(c) John Tods

(c) Sun Thapphawut

 
 

“I believe that we all must be able to express ourselves and have the freedom to speak our minds so as to the accessibility to basic human rights.”

Eda Phanlert Sriprom speaks with Chidozie Obasi
LE MILE Magazine ISSUE, Nr. 35

 
 

Chidozie Obasi
In a world where the boundaries of art and culture are increasingly commonplace, how did you manage to find the right way to express your art?
Eda Phanlert Sriprom
I only focus and try to manage and find the truthful way to express my art, the absolute truth-which has nothing to do with the right or wrong way at all. Because things could have gone so differently in case there's bad timing or you’re in the wrong place. So I don’t necessarily think there’s a right way to achieve it. For example, in Thai culture, same-sex marriage is not considered as common sense, especially when two people are not legally allowed and validated as a married couple. Or the accessibility to become a monk which is only limited and restricted to cis male. Therefore, I believe that we all must be able to express ourselves and have the freedom to speak our minds so as to the accessibility to basic human rights.

What issues lie beneath your artistic practice?
As a Trans and a Trans artist, I have been facing the identity challenge toward the society and art landscape at large. Buddhism plays a major role in terms of how I recollect myself as it is today. I find it resourceful and it could be essential to the people in our community too. I find Buddhism being a truly universal art, and Buddha a true artist. But with cultural restrictions, all religions have been used as a tool dividing people rather than uniting them. That’s why I have been trying to articulate my Buddhism practice into my artistic one. With this approach, the audiences may feel more inclusive and eventually drawn into the essential core of what I try to share, which is how we cope with suffering. On the contrary, fashion is all about vanity and it's a powerful tool in order to get yourself validation, but it could become exhausting and you keep running in circles endlessly. Quite the opposite, the combination between fashion and Buddhism makes the balance between the two, and it’s formidable.


As a multi-dimensional artist exploring all manner of media, what’s your biggest limitation? And why?

Myself, from what I want and what I don’t, and that’s because I try not to take myself too seriously and at the same time, I try to make myself more serious or, let’s say, serious enough. At the end of the day, I decided not to swim against the tide and not fly against the wind to make sure I’m balanced - not to live too far behind but not too far ahead, in order to be present.

I’m extremely intrigued by the depth and sensitivity of your photographs: which series would you say is your most intimate, and why?
The relationship between me and the Buddha is personal and intimate. Getting myself shot in a somewhat Buddhist monk uniform for the first time, by my dearest artist and beloved brother Sun Tappawuth, was exceptional. I felt the closeness yet openness all at once. I felt the present between me and Buddha aligned on that wet-plate photograph. It’s incredibly liberating.

 

(c) John Tods

EDA PHANLERT SRIPROM Artist LE MILE Magazine by John Tods

(c) John Tods

 
 

“Buddhism being a truly universal art, and Buddha a true artist. But with cultural restrictions, all religions have been used as a tool dividing people rather than uniting them.”

Eda Phanlert Sriprom speaks with Chidozie Obasi
LE MILE Magazine ISSUE, Nr. 35

 
 

(c) Eda Phanlert Sriprom

EDA PHANLERT SRIPROM Artist LE MILE Magazine by Som Nurarak

(c) Som Nurarak

 

Social commentary and spirituality seem to have a firm ground in your works, but what exactly moves you in that direction when drawing a line for a concept?
I decide to do something when I can’t feel the ground or I don’t see it clearly, or even when I can’t breathe properly. It must feel wrong in order to get it right. I lost interest when I could predict the destination. For example, as I mentioned earlier, having myself dressed up and documented as the Buddha is considered a radical and sensitive subject but I decided to stand by my truth based on my loving relationship between me and the Buddha himself. The reaction from the audience was diverse, and somehow I had been sued by someone who might have felt offended but I have to stand my ground.

Would you call yours an intersectional approach to examine the arts, and the world at large?
Aren't we all different and yet we’re so similar? Does the spirit have gender? Aren’t we all trans? Am I really convinced when someone says that he’s utterly straight? Literally, aren’t we all transitioning constantly? Having said that, as an artist, we must at least be truthful to ourselves and our artistic practices - whether it’s made to examine or desert the arts and the world at large. So to speak, the arts and the world to me are as singular as life itself.

What are your hopes for the people who view your pieces for their first time?
I hope that they feel the differences as the beauty and the similarities beyond gender and that raises questions within themselves. Be critical and be at ease with who they were, who they are, and hopefully who they would love to become, whether you might or might not like the answers or the idea but this is the essential process and that’s an essential part of our transitioning life.

 

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 Felipe Romero Beltran - Interview

Felipe Romero Beltran - Interview

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Felipe Romero Beltrán
Boundaries of Photography


written Alban E. Smajli

The captivating world of Felipe Romero Beltrán awaits, where the conventional boundaries of photography dissolve into a mesmerizing mosaic of migrant experiences.

 
 

In his latest series, 'Dialect', Romero Beltrán masterfully intertwines elements of documentary, performance, and choreography, inviting viewers on a journey through the intricacies of human existence.

Within 'Dialect', Romero Beltrán uncovers the choreography of human experience, where bodies become vessels for storytelling and movement transcends the constraints of static imagery. Each frame pulses with the rhythm of lived experiences, inviting us to contemplate the profound interplay between individual narratives and collective consciousness.

 
Felipe Romero Beltran Loose Joints Dialect photo book LE MILE Magazine

© Felipe Romero Beltrán 2023
courtesy Loose Joints

 
Felipe Romero Beltran Loose Joints Dialect photo book LE MILE Magazine

© Felipe Romero Beltrán 2023
courtesy Loose Joints

 
 
Felipe Romero Beltran Loose Joints Dialect photo book LE MILE Magazine

© Felipe Romero Beltrán 2023
courtesy Loose Joints

 
 
 

“In 'Dialect,' the (in)communication between documentary, performance, and choreography delivers different approaches to reality. The implementation of these practices, within a traditional medium, allows me to deal or treat both the possibilities and limitations of photography when approaching a social subject.”

 
 

Alban E. Smajli
Felipe, your work in 'Dialect' seamlessly integrates documentary, performance, and choreography. How do these elements collectively enhance the narrative of the young migrants’ experiences?
Felipe Romero Beltrán
In 'Dialect,' the (in)communication between documentary, performance, and choreography delivers different approaches to reality. The implementation of these practices, within a traditional medium, allows me to deal or treat both the possibilities and limitations of photography when approaching a social subject.

Can you give an example of how these three elements – documentary, performance, and choreography – interact in a specific piece within 'Dialect' to tell the story of the migrants?
I think the reenactments are a clear example.


In these exercises, at first, incompatible elements appear (the performance as a documentary tool) but at the same time, the guys give me a hand to bring their memories to the image's present.

In 'Dialect', you've captured the 'dead time' of bureaucratic processes. How did you conceptualize and translate this abstract, yet weighty, concept into visual art?
In my opinion, it’s not that abstract but rather palpable. Three years of waiting to be able to access to documentation. It defines the entire project. The visual approach I took was a consequence of the situation I encountered within this group of guys.

You mentioned the three-year waiting period impacting the project. Could you describe how this period of waiting influenced the artistic choices or emotional tone in 'Dialect'?
It allowed me to build an affective space around the project. Otherwise, I might have applied a specific workflow to make the project functional. In 'Dialect', the dynamic was chaotic, visceral, and, above all, open to the possibility of never materializing into a project (for the first two years, I didn't even consider it a project).

Your series not only documents but also politically interrogates. How do you navigate the fine line between artistic expression and political commentary in your photography?
Absolutely. The photographic tradition has a special relationship with this. I attempt, from a personal standpoint, to place some questions through a photographic visual device that start from a specific case in Seville. Given the slippery nature of fine lines, the project's interpretation evolves over time and varies with each viewer.

Considering our theme 'TRANCE', how do you think 'Dialect' resonates with the idea of a collective cultural consciousness, especially in the context of migration and identity?
I like to think of the term Trance from its etymology - passage - (it has the same meaning in Spanish). For 'Dialect', this term signifies a passage, imposed by an external bureaucracy, that gathers a group of guys to live together and generate a social dynamic - external, peripheral - in autonomy from the normalization of society. Something I learned from the project was precisely that autonomy of the group, which over time I also shared, of the collective in spite of the logics that are executed.

You interpret 'Trance' as a passage influenced by external bureaucracy. How does this interpretation manifest in the visual narrative or the choice of subjects in ‘Dialect'?
The choice of subject emerged as a consequence of my photographic work. At the beginning, I was interested in taking pictures about the relationship of the guys with each other, the internal dynamics in this "small society". Then I realized the implications due to their political condition, so I added another layer, where the bureaucracy appears and dictates everything, still, the project is primarily a series of a group of guys.

 
 
Felipe Romero Beltran Loose Joints Dialect photo book LE MILE Magazine

© Felipe Romero Beltrán 2023
courtesy Loose Joints

 

Your work often involves extensive research. Could you share how your research influenced the development and execution of 'Dialect'?
Completely. I've had an academic background, and at the time I was writing my doctoral thesis. Naturally, one cannot isolate the different fields of your work, so I embraced the way of working in a broader sense. It was also a consequence of the time I spent on the project (3 years) that made this research possible.

Photography as a medium often captures a moment in time, but 'Dialect' seems to explore the concept of time itself. How do you approach this temporal aspect in your photography?
In 'Dialect', there are two types of moments: the first, following the documentary tradition, challenges the conventional notion of an 'event'. Rarely does something happen that can be categorized as a distinct moment; instead, it stretches to the point of exhaustion. The second type of moment has to do with the staging of moments already lived and inaccessible to the traditional photographic medium, through reenactment, in a failed attempt, in collaboration with the guys. we look for moments to bring back to reality.

 
 

“It allowed me to build an affective space around the project. Otherwise, I might have applied a specific workflow to make the project functional. In 'Dialect', the dynamic was chaotic, visceral, and, above all, open to the possibility of never materializing into a project (for the first two years, I didn't even consider it a project).”

 
 

Regarding the two types of moments in 'Dialect', could you provide an example of how you captured a 'moment extended to exhaustion' and its significance in the narrative?
These are moments where nothing happens. The photographic event, very much related to the tradition, is constituted as a lapse of time where something happens. However, in 'Dialect', these moments are drawn out, extending in time due to the prolonged wait for documentation.

The use of the body as a metaphor in 'Dialect' is profound. How do you believe the physical embodiment in your work communicates the psychological and emotional experiences of the individuals you photograph?
Politically, 'Dialect' represents both body and law. In this sense, and from a photographic consciousness, the body plays a fundamental role throughout the project: distances, dispositions on the body, point of view, treatment of light.

In 'Dialect', there's a notable choreographic element. How does dance and movement contribute to the storytelling in your photography?
Each project offers new learning opportunities. As an extension of 'Dialect', I am now working on a choreographic piece where the concept of movement is more explicitly explored.

 
Felipe Romero Beltran Loose Joints Dialect photo book LE MILE Magazine

© Felipe Romero Beltrán 2023
courtesy Loose Joints

 
Felipe Romero Beltran Loose Joints Dialect photo book LE MILE Magazine

© Felipe Romero Beltrán 2023
courtesy Loose Joints

 

Could you describe a specific scene or photograph in 'Dialect' where dance and movement played a crucial role in conveying the story or emotion?
The photograph where Youssef, Hamza and Bilal appear. Bilal is fainting lying on Hamza's shoulders and Youssef helps to carry him. This reenactment occurred thanks to the guys' explanation of this memory of Bilal. They played it repeatedly, generating movement around the scene. Given the static image's inability to capture an extended time lapse (unlike cinema), I decided to accentuate this limitation and represent the movement as statically as possible.


Looking ahead, how do you see your photographic style and themes evolving? Are there any new projects or directions you are particularly excited about?
Yes, absolutely. Right now I'm working on some pieces in relation to movement. I'm excited to continue exploring different disciplines that deal with a common subject, as well as a commitment to the photographic image as an autonomous language.

 

Dialect by Felipe Romero Beltrán is published by Loose Joints
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Brian Singer - Interview

Brian Singer - Interview

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Brian Singer
Uncomfortable Realities


written Jonathan Bergstróm

Best known for his thought-provoking work, Brian Singer, also known as Someguy, is a multimedia artist who challenges conventional perceptions of objects and cultural symbols. Singer’s work often delves into the complexities of human connection, communication, and societal dynamics.

 

Some of his more highlighted work, like The 1000 Journals Project and the TWIT Spotting (Texting While In Traffic), catapulted Singer into the limelight. The 1000 Journals Project was an experiment that involved sending 1000 blank journals into the world so people could find them, contribute to them, and then pass them along. The project not only garnered widespread attention, including an exhibition at SFMOMA, but also demonstrated Singer's passion for encouraging people to engage with art firsthand

Singer’s preference for public, unexpected art installations, such as addressing homelessness in San Francisco, reaches audiences beyond traditional gallery settings in the hopes of fostering action on any number of the societal issues under examination in his work.

In his upcoming exhibition, Everything you say can and will be used against you, Singer deconstructs and reassembles recognizable and culturally-charged objects, unveiling fresh perspectives that confront, address, and reframe some of the most pressing social challenges of our era. The exhibition is on view at the Torrance Art Museum in California from January 20 through March 2, 2024.

In this interview, we chat with Singer about his creative process, the inspiration behind his latest exhibition, and the role of art in shaping societal narratives.

 
 

BRIAN SINGER
The 1000 Journals Project

 
 

“Growing up, whenever I complained about something, my mother would respond with, “No one ever said life was fair,” which fed this voice in my head that replied, “Well, it should be.” So when people get screwed over or politicians lie for their own gain, it doesn’t sit well. ”

 
 

Jonathan Bergstróm
I know that growing up with your mother who was interned during WWII is something that informs your awareness of injustice. Are there any other significant moments or events in particular that sparked your interest in politics and social justice?
Brian Singer
I don’t think there was any single moment or series of events for me. Instead, it happened more cumulatively throughout my life. Growing up, whenever I complained about something, my mother would respond with, “No one ever said life was fair,” which fed this voice in my head that replied, “Well, it should be.” So when people get screwed over or politicians lie for their own gain, it doesn’t sit well. Unfortunately, given the frequency of injustice in this country (and beyond), it’s easy to get overwhelmed and tune everything out. I have to pick and choose which topics I create work about and when because the injustices are literally never-ending.

You’re an artist, a writer and also a successful graphic designer. On a creative level, how has it been switching between those different roles?
Well, I’m not sure I’d call myself a writer (that might be an insult to actual writers). But I use language and wordplay, and I think there’s a strong visual connection between my design practice and artistic pursuits. However, there’s definitely a mental switch when designing something for a company versus making art. With the former, there’s a business objective, a brand voice to speak in, and too many cooks in the kitchen. When I’m creating art, it’s more about the purity of the concept, and at least all the cooks are inside my head. But except for writing (which I find the most difficult of the three, as I’m scrutinizing my responses here), I feel like I move seamlessly between being an artist and designer; it just boils down to what I’m trying to communicate and to whom.

You have an upcoming exhibition, titled Everything you say can and will be used against you, at the Torrance Art Museum from January 20, 2024 - March 2, 2024. Can you tell us more about the thesis behind this show?
The works in this show are really about our behavior as a country. We seem to have this idealistic notion of what America is: home of the free, amber waves of grain, and so forth. But we’re afraid of, or perhaps unwilling to, be honest about how we treat each other and the society we’ve created. So, most of the work in the show tries to shed some light on these uncomfortable realities.
For example, in the piece Progress, I use window glass collected off the street from car break-ins and place it into crystal champagne flutes. This combination is intended to highlight the continually growing gap between the haves and the have-nots. How do the rich keep getting richer, and the poor keep getting poorer? A better question is, why do we keep allowing it?

The exhibition’s title is derived from the Miranda rights and explores the ideas of privacy and the rise in mob justice. The way we tear each other down, all the time, over everything, seemed like an excellent thematic umbrella under which the other works fit.

 
 
 

BRIAN SINGER
Atelier

 

This is your fifth solo exhibition. Has the way you display your art changed over the years? How so?
It really depends on the concept and space available. While I love having work in a museum or gallery setting with big white walls and plenty of breathing room to take in the art, it can also be limiting. Partially because how often do I get a museum show? But also because the people who visit these spaces aren’t always the people I’d like to reach.

In San Francisco, the city put up a bunch of metal barricades in places to discourage the unhoused from sleeping there. This basically just moves them a block over, hiding the issue rather than solving it. In response, I purchased sleeping bags with a camouflage pattern and draped them over the barricades in locations throughout the city. On the sleeping bags, I painted the words “Home Street Home” to look like cross stitching and left a note that if you needed a sleeping bag, to take this one, it’s for you. So I’m a big fan of art that takes place in public in unexpected ways and even begs the question, is it art?

This exhibition also features some of the work from your flag series, where you disassemble flags and weave them onto different objects. What made you decide to use flags as a symbol?
Flags are complex objects in that they mean many different things to many different people. This brings a wonderful variety of perspectives and meanings into each piece, as each viewer has their own relationship with the flag. They’re also a simple graphic representation of a complicated thing: an entire country. So, the history, people, reputation, and ideals are all rolled up into this symbol.
Deconstructing these flags thread by thread and tying them back together again helps illustrate some of the complexity embedded in these objects (and our society). In my opinion, the individual threads form a more accurate representation of a country, all mixed together and barely recognizable.

 
 

“I do believe [art] is [helping], and we’d be much worse off right now if we hadn’t had artists of all kinds shaping our culture. But it’s hard to look towards the future and believe we’re on the right path.”

 
 

Reading interviews with you and seeing some of your previous projects, it seems that you enjoy bringing creativity out of others. What is it about inspiring others to express themselves that excites you?
There’s a wonderful book called Orbiting the Giant Hairball by the late, great, Gordon MacKenzie (he was a creative director at Hallmark). The book is about navigating a corporate environment as a creative, and I’m going to paraphrase this (apologies if I butcher it), but he questions what happens to us growing up that we lose our creativity. If you ask a room of kindergarteners how many of them are artists, every single child will raise their hands. If you ask the same of sixth graders, maybe half will raise their hands. Ask high school seniors, and you might get one or two. It’s like our creativity is crushed as we grow up by a fear of judgment and the need to fit in. I bring this up because I struggle with it, so if I can inspire others, maybe I could help make things just a tiny bit better. My first book, The 1000 Journals Project, was dedicated “to everyone who’s ever said ‘I’m not creative.’”

You’re based in San Francisco. How would you describe the city’s art scene at this current moment?
Earlier today, I was in Oakland for a friend’s artist talk and then went to a few galleries. Despite the rain, people were out in droves. Then, this evening, I went to Minnesota Street Project for the kickoff of Artweek, and, again, there were big crowds (honestly, too many people for my taste). So, despite all the doom and gloom articles, I think the art scene has been quite energized coming out of the pandemic. There’s a really strong community in the Bay Area, with several top-notch non-profits and institutions dedicated to supporting various groups of artists. Now, is anyone buying anything? Hard to say. The scene is vibrant, but I’m not sure if anyone is making a living at it.

SF is a city that was heavily affected by the societal changes during the pandemic, such as the switch to remote work and the long shutdowns. Has the city’s changes affected the art scene or how your work responds to such changes?
There’s definitely been an impact throughout the Bay Area, and, I’m not gonna lie, some of it is pretty disheartening. Things are particularly bad for the unhoused and those in need of addiction or mental health support. For artists, I see two things happening. First, many folks have been priced out and moved to more affordable areas. At the same time, I see renewed energy and ingenuity in responding to the changes. In some vacant storefronts, artists have partnered with the owners and activated the space for art, performance, and community events. Artists are like weeds; we find a way.

 
 

BRIAN SINGER
Deconstruction #3
wood lath, US/Mexico flags
acrylic, 24 x 51 inches

 
 

BRIAN SINGER
Installation view
Everything you say can and will be used against you
Torrance Art Museum

 

You've left a lasting impression with your art on more than one occasion. Both the 1000 Journal Project and the TWIT (Texting While In Traffic) gained national attention and were featured in news outlets like The New York Times and Wall Street Journal. Do you have a method coming up with ideas that captivates the audience's attention?
I wish I had a method (that way, I could come up with more!). I do spend a lot of time noodling ideas and concepts (I’m far from spontaneous in that way). The 1000 Journals Project had been rolling around in my head for five years before the idea finally clicked (it was based on photographs I’d taken of what people write on bathroom walls and a fascination with these public/private conversations). I’ve had plenty of ideas that have flopped (more failures than successes, for sure). So perhaps my method, if I have one, is persistence. I keep trying. Or maybe that’s just me being stubborn, I don’t know.


A lot has happened within the political and social climate over the last couple of years. The pandemic, the wars in both Ukraine and Palestine, and this year’s upcoming election in the US to name a few. What role do you hope art will play in the future, given the landscape of today?
I have high hopes, I have dreams, I want art to help make the world a better place. Then, another voice in my head reminds me that art has been working hard for decades (and longer), yet here we are. So, is it helping?

I do believe it is, and we’d be much worse off right now if we hadn’t had artists of all kinds shaping our culture. But it’s hard to look towards the future and believe we’re on the right path. I hope we can correct our course, but with people so entrenched in their views and facts being undermined by powerful agendas, I’m more than a bit worried. Plus, it’s an election year. I will keep fighting a good fight, but sometimes I feel like I brought a butter knife to the zombie apocalypse.

Tschabalala Self - Interview

Tschabalala Self - Interview

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Tschabalala Self
Self Talk


written Hannah Rose Prendergast

Existing on canvas, through sculpture, functional art objects, and live performance pieces, Tschabalala Self’s work is a “testament to black beauty and power.”

 
 

Inspired by her birthplace of Harlem, Self’s eclectic painting and printmaking practice sews in well-rounded figures that feel at home. In homage to her mother, the artist’s female forms show skin rendered in repurposed fabric. Don’t take it politically; they’re just living their life grounded by a strong sense of self.

 
Tschabalala Self Interview Atelier LE MILE Magazine lemilestudios Christian DeFonte

portrait TSCHABALALA SELF
seen CHRISTIAN DEFONTE

 
 

“I represent black women to allow them to take up space in the collective consciousness. My figures exist for their own desire, pleasure, and contentment, not for viewer edification.”

 
 

Hannah Rose Prendergast
How would you like your work to be perceived?
Tschabalala Self
My work is derived from my own lived experience because that is what I know best. I am always working to represent black women in a way that allows them to take up space, both physically and psychologically, within the collective consciousness. My figures are not there for the edification of the viewer. The idea of self-possession is fundamental in this concept and my practice. I just want to create a world where my figures exist for themselves — their own desire, pleasure, and contentment.

In a spiritual sense, what happens to the fabric in your paintings over time? Do you ever wash it?
The fabric in the paintings will remain, provided the paintings are kept and maintained appropriately. My studio is home to many scraps, fabrics, and textile pieces that have been sewn, cut, sewn, and cut again. Some of the fabric is painted canvas or old paintings, stripped from stretcher bars, and cannibalized to make new works. I believe each scrap is embedded with the energy of its own past experiences and origins.

What’s your process when it comes to titling shows?
Before titling my shows, I like to have at least the first work for the exhibition completed. The first work for a show generally sets the tone and helps me clarify my initial thoughts. I like to find a word or a term that feels both familiar and distant – something that can instantly spark an emotion but not a clear thought.

What does Seated (2022) mean to you after being restored by the community of Bexhill? Did you see the sculpture in a new light during this experience?
Of course, I was very disheartened when I found out about the vandalism, but I soon realized there was potential in using this violent act to restore the figure and unite the community around her. Many have derived joy from Seated, and with the help and support of the community, she was restored to her former likeness. I felt terribly for individuals in Bexhill-on-Sea for whom the vandalism shocked and frightened. Hopefully, the community engagement and their collective efforts to restore the artwork provided some much-needed healing — I believe it did. It is amazing that so many restorative hands have now touched the work.

 
 
Tschabalala Self Louis Vuitton Bag Design LE MILE Magazine lemilestudios Louis Vuitton Arty Capucines x Tschabalala Self, 2019 ©Studio Lenthal

TSCHABALALA SELF
Louis Vuitton Arty Capucines x Tschabalala Self, 2019
©Studio Lenthal

 
 

If you had to bring your painting ethos to a career in plastic surgery, how would you reconcile the two?
Plastic surgery is my career in an alternate universe. I love beauty, beautification, and balance, so if I had pursued such a career, I think I would have enjoyed it quite a lot. Also, my practice consists of a lot of cutting and rearranging — rearranging things and ideas is my great skill. I'm not sure if my painting aesthetic would translate too well into a plastic surgery career, but my ethos would integrate into one very smoothly.

How has your body image changed since you started painting these women?
My body image has changed mainly by nature of age, and in many ways, I have grown up while making my work. I started my current body of work when I was 23, and now, ten years later, I have gone through many physical, mental, and metaphysical changes.

 
 

“The vandalism of 'Seated' was disheartening, but its restoration by the community united and healed us. It’s amazing how many hands have now touched and transformed the work.”

 
 
 

In 2019, you collaborated with Louis Vuitton for their Artycapucines Collection, and last spring, Hermès unveiled your window display at their Madison Avenue location. What do you love about working with luxury brands?
I love the mutability of fashion houses. I appreciate how their identities can expand and contract without compromising the core culture of their brands. I admire and emulate this flexibility within my own practice.

Sounding Board (2021) was your first venture into live performance art. If you were to produce a feature film, what would that look like?
One of my dream projects would be to make a movie. What would that look like? Hopefully a blockbuster!

 
Tschabalala Self Interview Atelier LE MILE Magazine lemilestudios Christian DeFonte

portrait TSCHABALALA SELF
seen CHRISTIAN DEFONTE

 

Installation view, Tschabalala Self, Spaces and Places
Galerie Eva Presenhuber, Zurich, Maag Areal, 2023
©Courtesy the artist + Galerie Eva Presenhuber, Zurich / Vienna
seen STEFAN ALTENBURGER, Zurich

 
 

What’s something your mother always told you?
My mother was very wise and very emotionally intelligent. She would always talk to me and tell me so many things. Many of the thoughts I believe to be my own, I am sure, are actually from my mother. More than anything, my mother convinced me from a very young age that I was strong enough and bright enough to pursue what I wanted out of life. That was one of the many gifts and strengths that my mother gave me; she told me in so many ways to believe in myself.

What’s next for you, Tschabalala?
Next for me is more travel, work, and hopefully, some time off – time to spend with family, friends, and loved ones. More shows, more art, and hopefully more beauty in my life.

 

Patricia Carr Morgan - Interview

Patricia Carr Morgan - Interview

.aesthetic talk
Patricia Carr Morgan
I Love You Don’t Leave Me


written Colter Ruland

After decades exploring memory and mortality, Patricia Carr Morgan looks towards the planet’s disappearing glaciers.

 

When Patricia Carr Morgan was 15 years old, she walked home from school one day and happened to notice a familiar print of flowered fabric hanging from the mulberry tree nearby.

This was in West Plains, MO. One can imagine what she saw, the fabric caught in the tree’s branches, fluttering nervously, the print’s flowers against the tree’s leaves forming a new species. The fabric, she realized, was from an article of her clothing. When she looked over at where the house should be, it was no longer there. A gas leak had filled the basement, ignited, and destroyed the house. The explosion had sent any contents that weren’t obliterated outright onto the yard and surrounding area, creating a new sphere of influence that would ripple throughout her life.

 

portrait Patricia Carr Morgan

 

“It destroyed everything,” Morgan recalls, “including all memorabilia.” Since then, her artistic practice throughout the decades has been about collecting and examining the remains of things that have been or are on the verge of being lost.
Morgan studied art history and eventually started creating conceptual art installations that exhibited in the United States and abroad. She went on to receive her MFA in interdisciplinary art from the University of Arizona in Tucson, AZ, where she lives today.

“It isn’t surprising that death and memory are threaded throughout my work,” she says. “My father designed and made significant, monumental tombstones. Whenever I was at his business, I would play among the enormous slabs of granite waiting to be cut and carved, not understanding the depth of what they represented.”
The materials that would make up the majority of her art installations in the late 1970s, 80s, and early 90s, would be other people’s memorabilia, often found at estate sales. A number of these installations during this time are preoccupied with structures reminiscent of houses and tombs. In the video documentation of these exhibitions, Morgan describes what we are seeing and how she arrived at her concepts as if archiving customs and objects from a vaguely familiar yet disappeared world.
Tombs, hearths, and chimneys made of Plexiglas and neon, a burnt orange cube made with baby bottle nipples, a pitch black cube made from plate glass and asphalt—these kinds of structures housed objects Morgan gathered herself and invited viewers to leave behind. In Enclosure XVIII, a trapezoidal structure inspired by a visit to King Tutankhamun’s tomb, we find a gilded rib cage, rich soil, a dried lizard, and a corsage. In Dinner at Plexi’s, we find delicate china plates on which the dessicated remains of a dinner and dried flowers remain untouched. In Village One, we find pinned butterflies and nestled eggs. In Endocardial Vocabulary, we find a fax machine that continuously operates beside specimen jars filled with objects like a Bible, a children’s doll, and an animal skull. The list can go on and on, a catalog of once personal items turned into facsimiles of existence.

“It would be an honest answer to say I don’t know why I need to make art but I do know my art is a form of communication for me,” says Morgan. “It’s not a private diary of thoughts but of things I believe we all share, sometimes forget, and become unaware.” These existences, all stemming from personal though separated experiences, reach out and affect each of us. “I have always been aware that my concepts are universal,” she continues, “but it was during the process or sometime later that I realized how personal they were. Everyone has experienced a loss, has or has had a love, and is surviving.”

Nowhere would that universality of loss and survival be more apparent than in her current project, I love you don’t leave me, which applies her approach onto a massive scale as she attempts to personalize the impact of climate change.

Morgan remembers the first time she experienced the importance of glaciers on our planet at Yosemite National Park, where, millions of years ago, glaciers had carved the valleys Morgan found herself in. “My first memory of feeling at peace was in Yosemite,” she recalls. “Alone at the base of the Half Dome, I thought of the glacial power that had carved through the stone to create the spot where I sat, and my infinitesimal presence in the earth’s long journey was comforting.”
When she arrived in Antarctica, Morgan experienced a similar infinitesimal presence. “When I saw the majestic vastness of Antarctica’s white beauty,” she says, “the enticement of its many blues and greens revealed in the cracks and broken edges—I was overwhelmed. I fell in love, and it was slowly leaving.”

There’s an incredible amount of sadness attached to the way Morgan speaks about these glaciers, as if they’re long lost friends. This personal attachment is perhaps the strongest conceptual element of I love you don’t leave me and is something that has been surprisingly missing from much of the public discourse surrounding climate change and its impact on the environment. All of the calamitous data, projections, and perspectives about the state of the planet are too easily abstracted. Morgan imbues all this loss with personal meaning. We are indebted to these glacial landscapes and we should treat them as friends, she seems to suggest. Even her more straightforward photography of glaciers and icebergs, which forms the foundation of her multifaceted experimentations, are often of icebergs isolated in the water or the precarious point where the water meets the ice—while they are inherently beautiful, there is a profound sense of gorgeous loneliness that is inescapable.

Morgan later traveled to Greenland to take more photographs, returning to her studio in Tucson to search for “a way to express my concerns.” There, in the desert where water takes on new meaning, she has been experimenting with various iterations of her archive of images that manifest as multiple series in I love you don’t leave me. “I experimented a lot,” she says. “It was logical to think about how the polar regions were being destroyed, so I did a series expressing the degradation of that environment using coal and carbon. I continued to experiment, saving the bits and pieces that I liked. Eventually, I found the materials that became Blue Tears and expressed the beauty and majesty of the glaciers.”

Blue Tears is a conceptual art installation that first exhibited at the Tucson Museum of Art and is currently being planned to tour the country. The installation consists of sheets of silk organza, each around 17 feet long, onto which Morgan has printed her images of glaciers, icebergs, and wildlife. They hang suspended, their cold blue translucence conveying the fragility of the landscapes they represent. As part of the exhibition at the museum, Morgan released these layers over time, letting them gently, silently fall to the floor to create an “undulating ocean of silken glaciers.” The exhibition reportedly brought some to tears.

 
 

Patricia Carr Morgan
Altered States Greenland
carbon-based pigments and coal particles
from Altered States

 

One might think of her destroyed childhood house in a moment such as this and the “generations of mementos” strewn across the yard. These disappearing glaciers contain their own memories, they form their own record of the world throughout time in their ice cores, and as they melt such experiences are likewise lost forever. The possibility of life, and its implication of total collapse, is perhaps Morgan’s foremost concern in her entire body of work, now expanded on a grand scale in I love you don’t leave me.

Perhaps Morgan is expanding her universe, from the personal reconstructions of her earlier installations to the vastness of the polar regions. Or maybe she is simply asking us to consider things that seem larger than us as personal, too. Grandeur can be personal. We all pick from its fruit. Morgan is asking us to consider whether the tree can continue to bear it, bear us, and our indifference.

Some of her experimental series make the result of that indifference more overt, whether it is inflicting pristine images of white and blue glaciers with carbon-based pigments and coal particles or repeatedly using digital and analog processes to make landscapes fade, discolor, and become ghostly abstractions of their former selves.

 

“Trying to imagine it was fruitless. Was the future of Antarctica a seascape? What will happen to the beauty of the region? I couldn’t grasp it, couldn’t predict it, so I sought to express its certain change, as well as our uncertainty. I introduced chance. Relinquishing control of my process and printing resulted in varying degrees of abstraction, conveying the melting, the changes, and the unknown.”

Morgan plans on returning to Greenland in August of 2022, and to Antarctica in February of 2023. “I’m looking forward to going back,” she says, “not only to take more photographs but to see the glaciers again. I expect it will be somewhat like going to a beach where we know the tides and currents have changed things, but it doesn’t look that different. Unless a glacier has receded beyond its anchoring point at the edge of the land, it will probably look similar to when I was there last.”

While Morgan’s body of work can be understood as an elegy for what has been lost, it is also about reconstructing that loss, of reframing our appreciation of beauty even when it is disappearing. Even if our existence should disappear altogether, one hopes someone as astute as Morgan will one day in the future collect the remains of our own experiences and likewise treat them with care.

 

Patricia Carr Morgan
Greenland, 2015-2016
from Ice Greenland, Antarctica